क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया.........

क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया,,

अक्सर खोने से ज्यादा मैंने कुछ न पाया,,

जो पाया भी मैंने,,

अक्सर उसके लिए लोगों की आँखों में आसूं छोड़ आया,,

आँखों की चमक को सिर्फ धूमिल करते हुए पाया।।

क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया,,

अक्सर खोने से ज्यादा मैंने कुछ न पाया।।।।

उम्मीदों के सायें से,,नउम्मीदों की परछाई तक,,

मेरा अब रोज का मेल अनुभाया,,

गुमशुदगी में नाम मेरा,,

क्या चित्त क्या नाम मैंने है पाया,,

क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया,,

अक्सर खोने से ज्यादा मैंने कुछ न पाया।।।।।

जीत के हार की विफलता को सहना,,

अब मैंने सीख  गया हूँ,,

मैं केवल अकेला भ्रम के सागर से,,

और भ्रमित होना सीख गया हूँ,,

अँधेरा इतना और अँधेरा हो गया है,,

कि अब अँधेरे में भी मैं रहस्य का अनुमान लगाने बैठ गया हूँ,,

क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया,,

अक्सर खोने से ज्यादा मैंने कुछ न पाया।।।।।।

जल बिन मछली,,मेघ बिन वृक्ष यही है मेरी काया ,,

शब्द बिन निशब्द अब ये है मेरी छाया,,

आधारविहीन ,,लक्ष्यवांछित ,, अब ये माया मैं  बन के रह गया हूँ,,

अब अकल्पित स्वरों से बंध रही मेरे संगीत के सुर की एक नयी काया,,

अधरहिन् ,,सुरविहीन सा रह गया हूँ ,,,

क्या खोया मैंने क्या निज पाया,,

अक्सर खोने से ज्यादा मैंने कुछ न पाया।।।।।।

आज रात को मुझे ये सिखला देना part 5

this poem is continued from my one of the creations आज रात को मुझे ये सिखला देना....hope you will like it more...

वो मुझे बदलने को कह गए ,,,
और चुप चाप कह गए ,,
कि बदलना तुम कभी किसी के लिए नहीं,,
मैंने कहा ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
मगर जो मुझको बदल के चली गयी हो,,
मुझको अब कौन संभालेगा ,,
बस इस बात को आज मुझे बतला देना,,
आज रात को मुझे ये सिखला देना। 


वो हमे तडपा के युहीं चले गए,,,
और चुप चाप ये कह गए ,,
कि तड़पना तुम कभी किसी के लिए नहीं,,
मैंने कहा ये भी रजा मंजूर है,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,,
मगर तुम्हारी नराजगी का गुस्सा मैं किसी पे न निकालू ,,
मैं अपने आपको कैसे संभालूं,,
मैं अपने आंसुओं को कैसे अब छुपा लूँ,,,
बस इस बात को आज मुझे बतला देना,,
आज रात को मुझे ये सिखला देना। 


आज रात आखिरी बार बात कर रहा हूँ,,,
जो मांगू वो दे देना,,
जो पूछू वो बता देना,,
बस हर बात का जवाब मुझको बतला  देना,,
आज रात को मुझे ये सिखला देना। 

राजीव चौक.....

मुझे कभी-कभी कोई रोता हुआ दिखता है,,
तो कोई हँसता हुआ ,,
मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

कोई किसी का हाथ पकड़ रहा है,,
कोई किसी को छोड़ रहा है,,

कोई किसी को बुला रहा है,,
कोई किसी को आखिरी बार अलविदा कह रहा है,,

मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

कोई सीसीडी के सामने किसी का इन्तेजार कर रहा है,,
कोई सीसीडी के अन्दर कॉफ़ी के साथ इन्तेजार कर रहा है,,
अंतर कुछ भी नहीं,,इन्तेजार किसी का हो तो रहा है,,,
आँखें वही पलकें बिछाएं,,दोनों में कोई अंतर नहीं,,
निशब्द भाषा से किसी का इन्तेजार हो रहा है,,

मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

शायद कोई अपनी  परछाई से भाग रहा है,,
शायद कोई अपने गमो से भाग रहा है,,
शायद कोई अपनी तकलीफों से भाग रहा है,,
शायद कोई अपनी जिमेदारियों से भाग रहा है,,
पहुचना कोई नहीं चाहता कहीं भी कभी भी,,
दुनिया खुश नहीं रह सकती कहीं भी पहुच के कभी भी,,
खुश कोई नहीं होता कुछ पाने के बाद भी,,

मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

अंतर्मन'से'सब'रुकना'चाहते है,,
सब चुप चाप चलना चाहते है,,
जिंदगी की इस भागम भाग से सब बचना चाहते है,,
मगर किसी न किसी ठोकर से सब आगे बढ जाते है…

मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

कोई नया-नया दुनिया में कदम रखता है,,
कोई मेट्रो में पहली बार सफ़र करता है,,
दोनों में कोई अंतर नहीं,,
न जानने का दोष हमेशा उसी के सर पर मड़ता है,,
पैरों को कापतें भी देखा है,,
किसी को सहारा भी देते देखा है,,

मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।
मैंने हर बार राजीव चौक पे लोगों को भागते हुए देखा है.।

Education seeks a change ( Teenagers)..Part 2

The generation is asking different things from us,,,but what we have to give them,,this is the biggest question to us. Either we give them the desire to free live or the desire to sustain themselves in a curtain of hail. It is totally dependent on us what we are thinking of us  and what we are thinking of this world and what will we are thinking of this society. And if we have the answers of this question then we make satisfaction to each and every level, and then we made a world of that type whom we want to be dream of..But the biggest question is that HOW???
                                        I am not the mentioning here the generation which is of middle ages, here i am talking about the ages which just want to strive out from their nest and just want to wander out from their home and just want to feel this world with their own feelings, they want to develop on their own, they just want improve on their own, in short they just want to  make this world on their own. I am mentioning the age which have little mind but a creative way to change this world. A Age which lies between the age group of fourteen to eighteen.
                                    And it is truly said also that this age make the career of a person, but is it really so??? because we are the sole responsible to maintain a disturb in their primary education. and it is also a fact that the primary education is really the background or we can say that the basic pillar of every education system and i am blaming that this henious crimes all our surroundings are due to the failure of this basic pillar . I know that there are many person who just replicate me in this further case  but if i gave a story then hopefully then they will satisfy with me.
                                There was a boy who is studying in the primary class and at that time that class named as Nursery. One day he is simply doing a mistake but his mistake id not wrong enough, so he simply asked to his teacher that Ma'am why did this happen and that teacher just punished him and scold him to sit down and remain silent. And from that day he never asked anything to any teacher by this way her education gone to collapse down and he never became that person as that question demands at that time.
                                       I am not completely anti-education system of today education system, but i have also a question that what is the basic problem behind this, If that teacher answered him in a quit manner, hopefully in future he have more curiosity and in search of the answer of his curiosity he will be a scientist or some one who have a answer of all those questions which sometimes regarded as the false questions.
                                          I have also an example of one story that in our school children there are many subjects which are prevailing in our classes, some are maths, sciences, english, hindi, social sciences, and one is also as moral sciences. but what would our parent suggest us at that time, " Beta, concentrate on the subjects like Maths and Science, and don't worry on the subjects like Moral Sciences and you will surely pass in that paper and ofcourse it is also a graded paper so don't give efforts on that subject." then what will we do, we obey them as it is also the first line of our moral sciences as OBEY YOUR PARENTS and our parents forget that time that this life lesson , we learnt from that subject. but unless we make doctor, engineers, and a profession that have a market dignity, but the one question arises that Do we make a Nice and  Best Soul in this society, and truly said we are not.....
                                                Because we forget our morals and we are just running in that race which have no desire outcome except of money. And from my thinking there is not a great difference between a jail and the skeptical and stereotype society which only think of us because it is also simply like a Frog in a Well.
                           So why do we except from this teenagers that they will follow us because in childhood we take back their morals so why don't we feel they revert it back with morals. So leave them to enjoy their freedom, sustain their freedoms, bind with their freedoms, and do as they want. Because if we want to stop them then they have the question of reverting back  that what we give them the ideals of morals and ethics to them as they revert back in that mode.
                                                But trustworthy, they are the good souls, i know their mind is not so mature enough but i am also sure that the story to hole down in the sky by a simple stone with a desire to this is in their ands, and really Sky is the limit if they are in the good hands. So the future is in their hands so make their hands so beautiful that our next generations will proud on them. I know this generation is spoiled within seconds but i know also one thing that this generation is also recovered within seconds. So give them a chance to live on their own.
                                        So worry about the reverse situation ,,,otherwise we have don't the time to think about the solutions and the question about the question is seems arisen and we have no enough time to solve it. I don't believed in God but i believed that if God is present around us then it is in the form if this teenagers to create a new world of their own with  no orthodox situation, with no skeptical thinkings and with no issues of inequality...AMEN....

Feeling to rise...

Some moments can't be back. But it is true also that those moments will be felt again by slightly closing our eyes and feels the moments once again with the same guys present at that time. But the one thing is most important that these moments either give you a lot of laughing moments and some gives you a single tear in your eye. But one thing is noticed that one gives you a lot of happiness and one give you a single tear, and the value of one tear is more than the a lot of happiness.

                           In life, everyone experiences about the fact that he should leave many ones or many ones who left them. There are many persons on our life who come to our life and walks away from our life as they are not the part of our life once in their life, but they forget that we are not one of them that we forgets them in a easy manner. Those who are reading this blog, they have prepared their mind that i am writing about my past friends or else, but this time this blog is for her, who is not in this life, meanwhile she is presently not be with me, actually by the statements of others God like her more than me and so she is with Him, not with me, that is why I have always been fought with the utmost power of this world, mostly people spoke about him as God, but i don't think so that He is present everywhere, and if He is present then He should be know about the needs of us as what the extent that I love her.

                                        I have also a question towards the society that if anything is achieved by Him, the  why don't He make His wishes in His own,Why He takes back everything that He gives us. If He have to take away anything then he should not have any courage to take it back, who give Him this power, and if this society favours in it then I am the first one who is against Him. 

                                             But who am I, who suggesting this measures  to this skeptical and orthodox society. I am not the popular one who changes the mind of everyone, i am not as much powerful who change the stereotype mindset of the society, I am not one of the great socialist who want to change this society, many more meanwhile I am nothing. But truly speaking, I am the creature of that God whom I against upon it, but i am proudly speaking that I am against of it that I have the right to say these words against him because for what reasons he created me,I am following every rules, every things which make this life as  beautiful as it may be. But who forgets these basic principles, everyone who surrounds me , meanwhile a whole society. 

                             There are sometime feeling arise that why this is doing everywhere, which always us and ask one moral thing that ," Why do you killing me (God)?". Truly said, that God is always saying to me that, " I am creating this earth as beautiful as i can, but i don't want to see this in this condition." 

                                 Feeling of anxiety always rises, to do something, but on the next moment, a simple question rises that till how much time you are fighting with this society. There is no one who understands  the morality that should be felt by this society. Now the time has been come to rise above the values and morals that were driven by the society, that is called, It is the time to FEEL TO RISE....