Abhishek Maurya

Abhishek Maurya

Friday, April 27, 2012

Aaj rat mujhe ye jarur sikhla dena......(continue..)

this is the blog continued from date

saturday, july 24, 2010

तुमने कहा खुश रही हमेशा,
मैं हमेशा खुश रहूँ,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
मगर तेरे बिन कैसे खुश रहूँ,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
आज रात को ये मुझको सिखला देना...

तुमने कहा की भूल जाओ मुझको,
मैं तेरे लिए बनी नहीं,,
तू मेरी न थी,,थी मेरी कभ भी नहीं,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
मगर तुझको भुलाने के बाद मैं कैसे अपने आपको याद रखूं,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
आज रात को ये मुझको सिखला देना...

तुमने कहा अब मेरे बगैर जीना सिख लो,,
चलो आज मैंने जीना सिख लिया,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
मगर साँसों के बिना कैसे जिया जाता है,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
धड़कन के बिना कैसे रहा जाते है,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
आज रात को ये मुझको सिखला देना...

तुम हर बात पे शुक्रिया जरती हो,,
जब जानती हो की गावरान नहीं मुझको,,
अब सुनना भी सिख लिया,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
मगर कैसे अपने आईने के अक्स का चेहरा धो लूं,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
आज रात को ये मुझको सिखला देना...

तुम कहती हो की आंसूं तेरे चेहरे प् जचते नहीं,,
मत बहाया करो इनको मुझपे,,
चलो आज से आंसूं एक भी नहीं गिरेगा,,
ये भी मुझको ठीक है,,
फिर भी,इनको बहाने में तुझको क्या मजा आता है,,
मुझको रुलाने में क्या ख़ुशी मिलती है तुझको,,
ये मुझको बतला देना,,
आज रात को ये मुझको सिखला देना...
 
(for my love..I love you always with the whole feelings of my heart and continue doing this till the end of my life... AMEN....)

( to be continued....)



Thursday, April 26, 2012

चाहत कुछ बेगानी सी


वो समझते  हैं,, वो पहचानते हैं,,
शायद वो चाहते है मुझको,,

ये किस्मत है या,,
कोई तोहफा किसी का..

कुछ भी हो,,वो साथ रहे  हमेशा ,,
बस खुदा से मांगते ये हम हैं...

मिलते  नहीं है हम अपनी  रूह से कभी,,
उनसे  मिलके  महसूस हुआ है,,की अब चाहत नहीं कभी...

तारीफ नहीं करते हैं हम कभी उनकी,,
मगर ये दिल पता नहीं क्यों उसनके हसने पे ही खुश होता हैं...

रात अब सुनी-सुनी रहती हैं,,
बाहें अब अकेली ही सोती हैं...

तकियें पर अब किसी और के सर रखने का मन करता है,,
बिस्तर पर अब किसी को जकढ़ के सोने का मन करता हैं...

अब ये प्यार तुझको दिखाने का मन करता हैं,,
अब तेरे बगैर जीने का बिलकुल मन नहीं करता है...

आ जाओ एक बार तुम ,अब जाने नहीं दूंगा,,
इस बार खुद को अपने से हारने नहीं दूंगा...

आँखों से आंसूं का एक मोती गिरता है,,
उस देख के न जाने क्यों ये दिल हसता है...

प्यार किया था शायद इसकी सजा है,,
अब ये दिल हमेशा यही कहता है...

चाहत कुछ बेगानी सी,,कुछ अनजानी सी,,
प्यार सी,,मगर  हैं किसी और के सपने को सजाने की...
किसी और के सपने को सजाने की.....,...................

Thursday, April 5, 2012

mujhko tarashne vala...

मैं जिन आँखों से सबको तराशता हु,,
खूबसूरती से पलकों की छाँव से,,
क्या दुनिया में है कोई मुझको तराशने वाला,,
मुझको परखने वाला,,
मुझको समझने वाला,,

अब इन्तेजार की छाँव ढल चुकी है,,
परछाई अब शरीर  से मिल चुकी है,,
ये रत अपनी खूबसूरती की एक झलक दिखा चुकी है,,
इन्तेजार की हर कसौटी अब बंध चुकी है,,
रस्ते अब थम चुके है,,
मिलन की बेला अब आई है,,
तेरी मुझे याद बहुत आई है....

मिलेंगे फिर बताय्नेगे,,की क्या क्या कमी छाई है,,
रोते थे हस्ते भी थे,,ये एक नयी धुन सी बनायीं है,,
प्यार हुआ ,,इकरार भी हुआ,ये भी एक काल्पनिक सी छवि बनायीं है,,
कोई तो हो मुझको तराशने वाला,,ये सोच के ये नयी कविता बनायीं है..

मैं जिन आँखों से सबको तराशता हु,,
खूबसूरती से पलकों की छाँव से,,
क्या दुनिया में है कोई मुझको तराशने वाला,,
मुझको परखने वाला,,
मुझको समझने वाला,,

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Conversation with the God...

There are many persons around me who always asks God for everything they are facing in their life. And they think sometimes God help them and sometime they blames Him for everything. Some  people told this world that they talked to the God and God answered all the questions what they ask. And in this bewildering, i think that is it really right ?  And sometimes on this matter, i fought with a friend of my Best Friend. She has only a single point that God never did anything wrong and i have  a point that sometime He did wrong. and this argument has never to be finished as she know and as I know. But i know one thing and from then I believed her talkings that really God never do anything wrong, everything is planned for every perfect happening across this world.
                                           And i used to see many friends blaming and cursing Him, that He doesn't give this thing, that girl, that job, etc..etc...
                        Since I doesn't get my love whom i loved the most in my life, and i have no worry either she is in my life or not.And i have only one work to love her, unconditionally.
                                     One night I have a dream, in which i realized that God came to me and told His all situations as :
God: Why this world doesn't understand as I cared a lot and I created this world for Him, but Why they don't get happy?
me: Ofcourse God,  This world is created by you, but these rules are created by the belongings of this world. and everyone is maintaining his/her rules to get the maximum happiness, but sometimes they don't realize your existence,and so everything as they want. Because some times they got busy in getting those things which you make more beautiful than they are, they don't see the beauty of innerself they see the beauty of those objects which you crafted more beautifully and they thought that by getting those beautiful objects they are happiest in the world but sometimes they will be happy but more oftenly they doesn't get any happiness.

God: Then what did i do that they will be happy always that i want to be when i created this world.
me: Don't do anything, but wait and watch, you also created the beautiful aspect of the life is Time and time heels everything and it give everything to the proper person at the proper time, so don't worry God, you really created the beautiful world so enjoy it and don't worry about it.

God: Do you believe that I am in the temple(idols) , mosque, and churches,and all. and if it is so, then some people come to me and some don't come to me then how can i judge everyone that who is loyal to me and who are not?  and How can i available to everyone? i am really confused about it.
me: Oh, God you are such a great creator and you are thinking this, everybody knows that you are omnipresent and they really rely on this, Existence doesn't understand by the proof of doing anything, It can only be felt that is why when anyone hears the voice coming from temples( bells), mosque and churches and all then that person wither stood on that place for a single second or even he think of you for a single second because he know that you are present around him and either he believe you or not, but he know one thing that some energy is flowing him and he know that you are around him and watching him and see his doings.
         and then they feel you even they feel you for a single second, He forgets all his belongings in this world for that single second, and you well aware know of that if any person forgets his belongings then there is no difference between you and him.
            Either they come or not to your place, but everyone know that you are always with them.And everyone is loyal to you, you are the only one in this world whom they loyal, even if they loyal for the single second of their whole life, some persons loyal to you for the whole life and some are loyal to you for a single second, either they loyal to you at the birth time or at the death time , but it is confirmed that they are loyal to you.
             Feel the belongings that you have with your creations then you realized that you are always available with them.

God: Every person come to me and and told their stories but seeing them i think that they all in love and i puzzled about my creations that what is Love?
me: you created the most beautiful think in this life i.e. LOVE, and when some one has the feeling for someone  impartially, impatiently and unconditionally then he is in true love, he doesn't say that he fall in love , he have only one statement , that I am growing with my love,because love for those is like the breathing and they never  live their life without love and they make their life as like as a mirror as a translucent love.

God: They why the cried about the love and i see that many of persons have many loves for alternate time and
they are changing their partners as the time changes, then do they play with the Love?
me: No, God they don't play with their love, they don't understand the meaning of love,Love has many types and some times they love the physical charm of your creations, but they realized the meaning of love when they really got the real one.And you always take care of us and always guides to get the real one. and from the side of this whole world, I thanked you for everything.

God: Thanks, but tell me one thing more, then you doesn't get your love, then this thing doesn't disturb you?
me: Ofcourse not, because i am growing with my love, and as my life grows my love for her is increasing day by day unconditionally, and this give me a strength that my life is self satisfied with my unconditional love. My work is to love her, i don't wanna to get the same warmth of love as i love her. Because if i expects same thing from her, then it terms to be a selfish and sometimes expectation kills the true feeling of the heart. And i am proud of myself that my love is unconditional and my love termed to be love without expectations.

God: Last question, You took all the pain with your beautiful smile, Why don't you get hurt?
me: ( Laughed little bit...) No gain without pain, this line is made by you, similarly if you don't get hurt, then you are not in love, you can only be hurt when you are in true love, and this makes me happier more than the happiest person in this world that i am a true loves as you are with your creations.

God: I am impressed with you, do you want anything from me?
me: thanks God, but i know one thing also that the statements made by me in front of you are only created when you want, and thank God for this to speak out these beautiful sentence from my mouth, and if you really want to give my anything, then please care of all those who either belong to me or not belong to me. Please take care of my life. And I love you God, that you give me the real feelings of unconditional love. thanks for everything.
God: Thank to you also,, next time we will again meet,, byeee and take care of you tell the next meeting.
me: ofcourse God.

and my dream broke at that time, and i shared all the conversations of me with the God, and i am waiting for the next meeting with the God, and it is the best meeting that i have ever spent in my life..
Thanks to someone special who is not in my life, but because of her, today i realized the definition of love...Love you...