Abhishek Maurya

Abhishek Maurya

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Why these emotions!!!!!!

I never understand about emotions anywhere in the world. But I feel the some things that always secreated from my sidely livelihoods, hope those are emotions. If I ask about emotions to this hilarious world,then many of us say that these are the feelings of heart. And as always I laughed on them . If any person has no heart then he had no emotions. But really they are true, they are truth to themselves, but actually emotions are only understand of other only when you are also in the situation of these emotions.
                   Today I feel the emotions of my heart,and also of someone special, In morning ,or from  last two week, I remember the name of that person whom I want to forget. In the morning, when I get up, I feel the name of her, and say good morning to her. And everytime, I remember her all of the day. And At every moment of remember her, I tried to forget her. But I know that this is not possible for  me. So why these emotions always comes to my heart, when there is no feeling between her and me. And we broke our relationship. And both of us decided not to meet in future ,and except also that we never talk in this life. Wow!!!!! Is it really possible? Because this is done between six to seven time.
                                    But the main aspect of this blog is that emotions why comes to our life,and why we feel that our emotions is not understood by others. Why we feel that our emotions are superior in this world? The main reason of our problem is that we don’t understand the emotions of others. And this line is difficult to understand. But the cause of dispute is actually that we don’t understand the feeling of others and emotions of others. Because of our only ego. Because we treat our emotions and feeling superior to others.
                                        I understand the feeling of that person who is my love but her love is someone else, because of not that she is my love, because of that the condition of both are same. but in a slight a little bit difference that her love loved her too much and my love never loved me.
                              But the main aspect is this that we are selfish, we are obassionate, we are mad, we are culprit, we are all the worse person in our life ..because we have not a feeling to understand others. We are totally giving important to us only, that we are the best in our world, and this feeling always pushes us to be down in our dignity, and we always underestimate it.
                                                     So morally, first understand the emotion of others, by saying that I'm loving myself, this is the sentence that we are always saying to be happy with myself. But this is the sentence by which we want to underestimate the others, So please understand the emotion of other trully, I don't say that underestimate ourself,but sometime by helping others the satisfaction of that is really awesome.
                               Love is the thing to spread, not to console innerself. Many has a doubt that love is only between girlfriends and boyfriends, But actully Spread love in the form of friendship,in the form of respect, in the form of worship, in the form of calmness, and many more.........


Friday, October 22, 2010

Hailstorm Rain with my GOD!!!!!!!!!!

Who said that God is not omnipresent?? Today,God himself proved that He is omnipresent. If I wrote this line then many has a problem that Do you see Him? I have only one answer for them that No, I don't see Him. But he proved His presence. How? This is being written in this blog.
                                           From one week, I only told onc fact to the God ,Please God! Change my mind,Please help me that I forget my love,She don't love me,But I don't live without love her. And I never ask for my love to the God. But I always want one thing that She always remain happy. From last week I only ask that thing,and other thing which I ask from my childhood. And I feel that he smiled on me,and as always I ignore His smiling. But today He showed me the reason of smiling.
                                                Today,on returning to home,The rain is so heavy that it also flourishes the hailstorm,I also ignored this. But when I am on the way of returning home,I see the famous temple,where I used to go.God smiled on me. Then he answered my questions,with sweet smile. You always told me the one thing earlier before this week that God ,Do one thing that I forget everything in my life but Please never forget me the name of my life and my love for her. And you told this thing always when you meet me. And with pure heart.
                                      God again asked me the one thing,then actually what demand I completed of yours? The demand you asked always when you meet me that never decrease my love for her with pure heart or the demand you wish from the last week with agony and with tears in your eyes.
                                            I have no answer of the question of God. He then smilingly asked me, Enjoy your rain,You know why I show this heavy rain to you? I know, but I denied Him. He told me that when the rain is coming to your life,you always remember the one face. You want to forget that face who always give you smile. I know that he also give you tears also ,but Do you actually want her departure? I told Him that I love her,but what can I do? She don't love  me, and with the hateness of her,How I live? First time,He dn smiled in my conversation,but he silently put His hand on my forehead,and told me,I know that She don't love you. But what is the real love? I also don''t get the love of mine. I'm GOD,and I don't get the love of mine.Then think that too.
                                       But Mylove for her is known to all. So what do you want?
                                                              I told him that in this heavy rain, always she called me,but Do u see that today she didn't call me. He calmed my anger,and told me that always be mine,and always love  her,don't ask love from anyone. You are the luckyone that you are capable of doing love, you are the one who sacrifices many thing for her. So always be happy in that.........And He told me BYE!!!!! and LOVE YOU!!!! So please spread the love.......
                                             I realized that He completed my that wish of never forgeting my love,And I'm happy with His decision,And by this incident I feel the existence of God. And I know one fact also that I love the girl who never be of mine in my life,but my love is always for her in my life. She don't love me in my life,But I love her all the lifes of my life. So God Thanx for advice and thanx for keeping and fulfilling my first wish. Love you my God and love to my love who is not mine........