Am I egoistic???

Today, someone told me that you are always in your ego,you are treating other like a heartless guy, and many more with weeping eyes,and with sweet angry eyes, and with full of emotions and many more, and as always I only listened to her silently, because she don't know me as I'm from my heart. But actually she is only seen those things which I show to this anxious and cut-nail competition world. But I'm happy to show these all to her and this sarcastic world.
                               But I want to ask my all readers that to do a hard work more than others is an egoistic nature, to take the impossible challenges is an egoistic nature, to make love the person more than she require ( which she has no capable to achieve this love ) is an egoistic in nature, or to make busy in myself is an egoistic in nature, and to make some money is an egoistic in nature. And if these all are egos point then I'm an egoistic guy and I'm happy in this all. 
                                        But can someone answer that these deeds of above, for whom I did. I did actually for my satisfaction and in this meanwhile journey, it helps to others also. But why people don't understand it? 
                              In childhood, I think one thing, that when child got a hurt by falling on floor himself, then he didn't weep, But if anyone by circumstance, a little finger of other touch and then he fall on the floor, then he weep more than he hurt. Why this occur? Because we are always from birth, giving blame to others not to ourselves, and in this our ego has been increasing and we forget all relationship in our ego.
                                      and this is happen to me, and I'm ready to take all my punishment  but at last I want a answer that does it really my mistake? I love my passion and I like those person who are more capable than  me If this is my ego then give me punishment as you want, But I want to love those who want a little help from me to guide themselves and If this is my ego then give me punishment as you want....
                                       But today I know one thing that I'm a heartless guy......and I'm happy for that.....

Whats the title???

I'm hereby confused that what is the title of my 50th blog, many of friends said that yoh have no necessity to have a title, So what? But now on my 50th blog I want to show all my thanx and love to all those who read my blogs and liked it. But some of my friends told me that Abhishek are you really spoken truth? And as always I have no answer of them.
                            But my heart know that How i'm pure toward my love? Some one said that you are not looked by face that you loved a girl that much you write in your blog. And I always told them that these are the facts of heart nor by face, and if she denied me then its my love for her that I'm always loving her, and this is not the condition of love that whom you loved she also loved you....
                                        But my fifty blog is for all my readers who give valuable time to my blogs, and publicise my blogs,,
and I promised to all my reader to complete my 100th blog as soon as possible..
                    so thanks to my love and all my surroundings who give me insipiration for writing,,, 
             

The pain of yours!!!!

Generally, pain is defined as the hurt given by any physical means, or by any feelings. But Can anyone judge the feelings of others? Mostly we haven't. But This pain is just a real feeling and this feeling is only caught you when you are understand and by heart when you feel the emotions of others.
                                         Today, someone told me that, " Do you realize my pain? And this is easy to give a pain, but a difficult to feel....." And this sentence change my whole emotions at that time, But I want to give answer, but her tears just paused me to say any single word. Her angry feelings, her hate feelings, her eyes full of tears, her expressions paused me to say any little word because she is in pain, and from her view I'm a person who don't understand the feeling of anyone.
                                           And from moving from there, I just think one fact that," Can I feel the pain of anybody, IS SHE RIGHT, that Abhishek Maurya is a heartless person." But how I judge myself because this is the judgement made by others, And mostly our heart say only those facts whom we want to listen , so I'm not the worthy person to give any judge upon myself.
                                                 But I never forget the little eyes of that girl whose eyes want to give me the punishment for that work whom I don't want to did. But actually I'm  at that position where I've no words to give any justification for my punishment, and my heart is ready to take any punishment that she want to give, because my heart feels the same feeling of her when she is in the pain. And I love to be feel that punishment, Because I'm a culprit of her.
                                       I just want to say the feeling of my heart before taking my punishment that I also a heart who understand the feeling of yours, I've also eyes who blinks with salty water when it wants to feels, I've also a heart who is not dead, I'm strong to save from others, and this world always hurt it , So I'm feeling like a heartless guy. But Actually I understand your pain and your feelings for me who want me to drag to hell.
                         And I'm ready to go to hell because of you only . Because of only one reason that I GIVE YOU PAIN............ I realized your pain but I've no words to describe my pain for anyone because I'm a HEARTLESS GUY...................